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Haven't updated in a while.
Figured why not?
Not too much has been happening. Working, Going to school, trying to remain productive and keeping in touch with everyone. I look back on the last 5 years and I realize that I've done a pretty good job of keeping in touch with everyone, but yet, nobody really tries to keep in touch with me. I guess, I was always the girl who wanted to keep in contact with everyone even to say "How was your day?" and "How are things going with you?" Nobody seems to have time for that anymore. I've realized this past month that I can't keep everyone happy, and I know people aren't always going to be happy with me. So I've basically have given up on the people who don't have time for me anymore. It's not worth it. I mean, I wasn't asking for much.. just maybe a phone call or two.
They just do not want to talk.
I understand.
Besides my family, I don't really have many important people in my life anymore I've decided ...except maybe a few...
Nicole and I try and talk every day, we both work full time and it's hard to see each other but yet we still make time for that. I love you girl and you are definately my best friend and will always be.
I realized everything that went on this past year with me and Shantelle, and I forgive her... She forgives me... We are like sisters who constantly fight all the time, but in the end... we're pretty much all each other has..
My love Ryan... No matter what happens, you just seem to be there for me. To comfort me and to love me. I don't know what I would be doing without you know that I've known and fallen in love with you, but all I can say .... is that you're the one for me.
I love you all.