GHOSH...SO DEPRESSING
Hello everyone, how is it going? Your life has to be so much better than mine!! hahahahahahha..I just figured out that I Have wasted 2 years of my entire teenage life doing nothing but worrying about my grades! How incredibly dumb is that? I could be doing so many other great things...Like staying over at my cousins house and watching my soon to be 4 year old baby cousin learn to talk fluently. I could be wathcing my 13 year old cousin go to middle school and experience the harsh realities of life...I am trying to date back to the time that I actually had fun!! sadly, I don't call going to debate tournaments and watching all the smart preppy people tell you how great you are at something that is not even you...I try so hard to understand why I befriend people that clearly do not want me to be around them...
Okay..so I admitt, without be sarcastic that I am not happy with my life..At least I am not happy to what it has evolved into.. A living nightmare, and I have no control over it! I go to school and I get straight A's, I sing, I go to Church, I Play the Piano, I am a part of a lot of clubs, I debate..etc.etc.. My grandma doesn't trust me, I can't get a boy to like me, and I Can't be happy! Wow! My entire world has fallen!!! What happend?*SB*
Okay..so I admitt, without be sarcastic that I am not happy with my life..At least I am not happy to what it has evolved into.. A living nightmare, and I have no control over it! I go to school and I get straight A's, I sing, I go to Church, I Play the Piano, I am a part of a lot of clubs, I debate..etc.etc.. My grandma doesn't trust me, I can't get a boy to like me, and I Can't be happy! Wow! My entire world has fallen!!! What happend?*SB*