PROM HAS LOWERED MY SELF ESTEEM

May 09, 2005 22:14

well its been awhile since i have updated...some highlights of the past few weeks: visited GW with my father and realized this is the place where i belong...realized my dorm used to be a Howard Johnson Hotel!!!...went to the NHS dinner where tears were shed, Dave played his fab guitar, Joran and Kaeli sang a pretty duet, got a scholarship (what???), and my mom became saddened that i had grown up too fast...i laughed on the bus with Janelle and Laura about how educated we had become...became stat girl for the track team...took the Spanish AP which was a bitch...played at Avery Fisher Hall which was so amazing and every time i think about it i get all teary eyed...cried because i realized how little time is left in high school...went to Valley's SDA with Joran and Jen(which by the way was a waste of $10)...had brunch with my mom...went to my cosin's baby shower...baby girl clothing is so cute!!!...became dateless twice...cried about my two lost prom dates...got rejected...realized who my true friends are...got info for my graduation party(June 25)...preparing for the SDA dinner...got two more scholarships...prom drama occured...and kids high school is almost done for all of us...one step closer to saying good bye

and i am dateless as of right now...my heart sinks every time i think about it...i mean i was never the one to say don't go to prom...but if it means going without a date...i wont do it...not again...i mean i bought the dress...made the hair, nail, and make up appointment...got the boutanaire(cant spell)...but yet I dont't have the date...lovely...someone save me!
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