If what one finds is made of pure matter, it will never spoil...
[mood| 
Worried]
[music|Pacha Massive- Don't Let Go ]
I just got back from Puerto Rico at 2AM today, so I'm basically half-asleep writing this.
I went last Saturday with my mom and Isa with the intent of bring my grandma back to the states with us.
Puerto Rico is beautiful, and the older I get, the more I miss my home. All the chaos and insecurities I have seem non-existent when I go there. I feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss speaking Spanish, and listening to it when speaking. There's such a calming essence.
The whole mission with my grandma taking her back failed miserably. She kept making excuses about taking care of the house and running to get some tests. The house is falling apart. I had to spend the whole with her cleaning the house because of all the dust and paper on the floor. The number of cobwebs on chairs was gruesome. One of the bathroom sinks doesn't work, and the ceiling leaks. All of her children live at least a 7 hour flight from there, and she doesn't have anybody. If anything happens to her, we won't be able to help her immediately.
The other problem besides her not wanting to move is that she has not drafted a will yet. My abuelo was smart to write down his last wishes and where his material should go. When she dies, and if she doesn't have a will, all hell will break loose within her family. Everyone would fight for the house and the car, and won't let the woman rest in peace. Mom wants grandma to give her possessions to the grandchildren as to prevent trouble, but I don't want anything to do with it. I know what grandma will grant to me, and I don't want that to spark trouble with my cousins, especially my oldest cousin.
Necesito escribir algo en espanol, porque me hace falta la idioma. Si alguien quiere salir conmigo afuera hoy or manana, llama mi telefono. Mi celular no esta trabajando ahora.
Words of Wisdom for the Day: " Tragedies do happen. We can discover the reason, blame others, imagine how different our lives would be had they not occurred. But none of that is important: they did occur, and so be it. From there onward we must put aside the fear that they awoke in us and begin to rebuild." Paolo Coelho
Worried]
[music|Pacha Massive- Don't Let Go ]
I just got back from Puerto Rico at 2AM today, so I'm basically half-asleep writing this.
I went last Saturday with my mom and Isa with the intent of bring my grandma back to the states with us.
Puerto Rico is beautiful, and the older I get, the more I miss my home. All the chaos and insecurities I have seem non-existent when I go there. I feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss speaking Spanish, and listening to it when speaking. There's such a calming essence.
The whole mission with my grandma taking her back failed miserably. She kept making excuses about taking care of the house and running to get some tests. The house is falling apart. I had to spend the whole with her cleaning the house because of all the dust and paper on the floor. The number of cobwebs on chairs was gruesome. One of the bathroom sinks doesn't work, and the ceiling leaks. All of her children live at least a 7 hour flight from there, and she doesn't have anybody. If anything happens to her, we won't be able to help her immediately.
The other problem besides her not wanting to move is that she has not drafted a will yet. My abuelo was smart to write down his last wishes and where his material should go. When she dies, and if she doesn't have a will, all hell will break loose within her family. Everyone would fight for the house and the car, and won't let the woman rest in peace. Mom wants grandma to give her possessions to the grandchildren as to prevent trouble, but I don't want anything to do with it. I know what grandma will grant to me, and I don't want that to spark trouble with my cousins, especially my oldest cousin.
Necesito escribir algo en espanol, porque me hace falta la idioma. Si alguien quiere salir conmigo afuera hoy or manana, llama mi telefono. Mi celular no esta trabajando ahora.
Words of Wisdom for the Day: " Tragedies do happen. We can discover the reason, blame others, imagine how different our lives would be had they not occurred. But none of that is important: they did occur, and so be it. From there onward we must put aside the fear that they awoke in us and begin to rebuild." Paolo Coelho