Lonely, I Am So Lonely...
I told myself I wouldn't cry. I can't help it. I don't know what's going on.
I should be writing a four page paper, but I can't concentrate. I haven't seen Austen in 11 days, I haven't spoken to him in 6. I realize that he's away and doesn't always have signal. I realize that he is really busy...but so am I. It's like he's not even trying. I could deal with the first 3 days of not talking. That's normal. But 6?! I've text messaged him twice since then and there's been no response. To me, normally, that would cue me to stop talking to him, he's not interested. But he claims he loves me. If he loves me, how can he go 6 days without talking to me. It's killing me not to talk to him. Has he found someone else? What is going on?!
OK...well, he called me. But I think it was only because I sent him a text message that asked if he had forgotten about me. Whatever.
This past weekend was fun. Les came down with her mom and we signed the lease on Friday. That night Les, Nancy, 'Mom' and I went to Momo's and Cold Stone and then we wented a movie. It was simple, but fun. I went to work on Saturday for 11, but no supervisor's showed up, so home I came. Les invited me to go with them to look for furniture. We found a pretty nice couch and chair at Goodwill, so 'Mom' bought it. Five stores later, we called it a day. Les made some good food that night (stuffed pepers and stir fry and apple pie for dessert) and Matt joined us. Then Les and I went and stole some flowers from the front of the College of Medicine to add to our collection stolen from the flowerbeds at Sam's.
Sunday we all woke up early. Unfortunately I couldn't go to the Itchetucknee River with Jess, Aaron, Brynn, Lisa, and the others, but I DID go to St. George with Les, 'Mom' and Nancy. It was SOOOO much fun. When we got there, the girls all played on the playground. There were these outdoor play huts and we went inside and noticed that someone wrote that they spent this past spring break in one. So Les and I were like "Spring Break 2006, baby!" Hehehe. We laid out for awhile, then jumped in the water. After body surfing in the fun waves, we decided we were hungry and went for some food. I ate meat. I'm sorry. But it made me feel sick, so I think I got what I deserved. We went back to a more secluded area, burried Les, made sand angels, Body Flopped in the the waves for an hour, "dried" off, then went for ice cream. It was a full day, but so much fun.
I can't wait to move into the new apartment. It's gonna be awesome! We have most of the furniture now for our livingroom and family room. We just need to get a dining room set. Yeah, baby!
I should be writing a four page paper, but I can't concentrate. I haven't seen Austen in 11 days, I haven't spoken to him in 6. I realize that he's away and doesn't always have signal. I realize that he is really busy...but so am I. It's like he's not even trying. I could deal with the first 3 days of not talking. That's normal. But 6?! I've text messaged him twice since then and there's been no response. To me, normally, that would cue me to stop talking to him, he's not interested. But he claims he loves me. If he loves me, how can he go 6 days without talking to me. It's killing me not to talk to him. Has he found someone else? What is going on?!
OK...well, he called me. But I think it was only because I sent him a text message that asked if he had forgotten about me. Whatever.
This past weekend was fun. Les came down with her mom and we signed the lease on Friday. That night Les, Nancy, 'Mom' and I went to Momo's and Cold Stone and then we wented a movie. It was simple, but fun. I went to work on Saturday for 11, but no supervisor's showed up, so home I came. Les invited me to go with them to look for furniture. We found a pretty nice couch and chair at Goodwill, so 'Mom' bought it. Five stores later, we called it a day. Les made some good food that night (stuffed pepers and stir fry and apple pie for dessert) and Matt joined us. Then Les and I went and stole some flowers from the front of the College of Medicine to add to our collection stolen from the flowerbeds at Sam's.
Sunday we all woke up early. Unfortunately I couldn't go to the Itchetucknee River with Jess, Aaron, Brynn, Lisa, and the others, but I DID go to St. George with Les, 'Mom' and Nancy. It was SOOOO much fun. When we got there, the girls all played on the playground. There were these outdoor play huts and we went inside and noticed that someone wrote that they spent this past spring break in one. So Les and I were like "Spring Break 2006, baby!" Hehehe. We laid out for awhile, then jumped in the water. After body surfing in the fun waves, we decided we were hungry and went for some food. I ate meat. I'm sorry. But it made me feel sick, so I think I got what I deserved. We went back to a more secluded area, burried Les, made sand angels, Body Flopped in the the waves for an hour, "dried" off, then went for ice cream. It was a full day, but so much fun.
I can't wait to move into the new apartment. It's gonna be awesome! We have most of the furniture now for our livingroom and family room. We just need to get a dining room set. Yeah, baby!