Sep 30, 2005 05:02
So its 5am the usuall time i go to bed and im still awake......Im so frustrated with life right now, I dont know what i want but in a way i do know and i feel like i should go down that path but in a way i feel like i may burn some bridges if i do. I guess for happyness ill do anything. It would be nice to finnaly find someone who has something in common with you and cares about you the way you care about them. I think i may have found that person well i know i have but things arent in my favor right now. I wrote a long letter to my Dad today just telling him how lifes going for me and it made me realize how much imiss the old fart. I never really thought id care but i do, I miss alot of things from home but not enough to want to move all the way back and lose what ive just got going on here. I just got done watching Killer klowns from outer space......I so think everyone should see that movie before they die, next on my list is they live its going to be sweet lol. Well children im off to bed.