Aug 15, 2005 23:43
Well. Life is interesting, i suppose. Everyone is preparing to go back to school or go off to the army, and i'm here. working for my dad. Still living at home. Still clinging onto my childhood, afraid to break out into the real world.
Its scary. and I don't want to do it. But i have to do it. Don't make me do it. LOL. So i'm thinking i'll get my finances in order, then in the spring, i'll take a few courses at MATC. Only a few credits though. i don't want to be overwhelmed.
I'm already overwhelmed. I seriously wanted to cry all day today. what is WRONG with me? gah. I can't handle it. I'm all giddy giddy happy, then i'm extremely frustrated, then all i want to do is cry. gah!
WHo knows. I have therapy on thursday, hopefully that will help a bit.