Aug 07, 2005 01:26
The mask you hide behind does you no good. To me, you're transparent. Ghostlike in fact. You pretend to be cocky, you pretend your such a BIG MAN. Always acting like nothing affects you... Always acting like you have no cares. Well, I have news for you. Things do affect you.. and who's there when it all comes tumbling down? ME. Thats right. every time some girl breaks your heart, everytime life becomes too much to handle, I'm there for you. Holding you and listening to you cry.
Well, I'm sick of it. I try to be the good guy, but you paint me out to be the bad guy. You say i'm a bitch and you say i'm someone you can just toss aside for a month, but listen, and listen well. When you're all alone, with no one to pick up the peices, remember this conversation. Remember it well. YOu had someone who was there for you through thick and thin. Someone who defended you to all of your friends while you were busy cracking jokes about me. I'm done, and until you realize what you have, this is goodbye.
Basically, that was the message i just left for dave. He had the nerve to come over to my house, and (in front of his cousin) insult me and tell me that i was being a bitch. Well.. Whatever. He can just enjoy his cousin's stay and when she's gone, he'll realize that all he has left are his little 16 year old "groupies" and patrick. Whatever. I'm done. EVERYONE has told me that dave's an ass. and that he's not worth my time, but for YEARS, i've said "you guys don't know him like I know him. hes a great guy. you just have to get to know him."
He just called me back and left a voicemail saying that I embarrassed him in front of his cousin... Whatever. I called him a dickface, and he said "that would be an improvement" and i said "as long as it wasn't YOUR dick.. you don't have a pretty dick.. i've seen better" TOTALLY joking around, but as usual, dave can't take a fucking JOKE. So then he left in a hissy fit saying that i was a bitch. OH and to ADD to it, in his message, he said that I HAVEN'T been there for him.. but ya know what? everytime he calls whining about every little stupid thing that has gone wrong in his life, I am there for him. I basically DROP what I am doing, and I run to be by his side. I listen to him RAMBLE on and on about everything, and i sit and listen to it. because i care about him. but any time that i'm having a problem, he is always doing something, or hanging out with someone that is OH SO MORE IMPORTANT than me. Well, whatever. Fuck it.
He says he doesn't care anymore. we'll just see about that. He'll be calling me in a couple of weeks because patrick has FAILED him once again. He'll be calling me in a couple of weeks because some GIRL has TOTALLY dissed him once again. And I would like to say that I'll be a total cold-hearted bitch towards him, but i can't promise that. I know that I'll be there for him just like i've BEEN there for him. Because i actually DO care about him. the only reason dave PRETENDS to care about me is because I have something he wants.
Fuck it.
I'm out.