he sweeps me off my feet. he says hes going to recue me.
it seems like every time i find or think i find happiness my fucked up head has to think something and i have to say that and FUCK up everything. why is it that people can accpet the fuck up things i say. then i go crazy and want to hide forever. but no i make an ass outta myself even more and call the people and email then saying im sorry. maybe this sisnt a big thing maybe he left b/c of family. who know all i know is that im depressed and been like this for a while. i cant find happiness and it sucks!