dont tell anybody im planing on a big suprise. im going to fight for who i wanna be.
came home from sr retreat. it was very nice. made me cry a lot which i hated. but i do feel like i got closer to my peers. even though i was a bitch to my roomies today. yesterday i was fine but two days is way too much when i am used to having time alone for myself. we returned today at 3:30. i had a game but i didnt play. we won 3-0. came home was in a pissy mood. took a bath ate dinner (dont know how) and watched tv. just got finished talking to my mom for like 2 hours. there was some problems but now everthing is better and we are fine. it seemed like the holidays brought us down and now we are jsut getting back up.