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Phase II - Day 22 @ 07:53:36
I'm shitting beside the signal store. We are preparing for STAR Navex later tonight in Tekong. There have been so many changes, i no longer sleep in the same bunk as yesterday night and my buddy has changed. Good rangers have left and worst ones have taken their place.
I don't deal well with change. I feel dread when changes are on the horizon and feel a sense of loneliness when i am part of it. I've never dealt with change very well, i just pretend to.
I didn't end the phase break like how i imagined it. I didn't get to talk to you. I hope this feeling doesn't last too long.