Jul 27, 2004 15:05
"it's like the same thing with u, chelsea.. you hurt me a lot and you don't know it, yet I can't stop being your friend because you is so close 2 me and even though you don't know it, you're probably the closest friend I have ever had (and ever WILL have). Probably because you put up with all my bullshit."
-Chelsea, You will never be replaced; I swear to GOD! I promise. I would NEVER think of replacing you. I'm sorry I make you put up with everything. I'm sorry and I wish I could make it up to you. I know I can't. 'Suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem.' That's what someone once told me. I never understood it. I never understand anything until it comes from you. I never understood the meaning of FRIENDSHIP, until I met you. Whether it was the good or bad parts. "You let them go, just to see them return." That's what I'm the most afraid of. Fighting with you, and trying to stick up for myself.. Losing you and never being able to live again. I know I'm not as smart as you on life and things, but I try to understand. I really do. If you ever have a problem or need help. I'm here, Chelsea. It doesn't matter if we are fighting or not! I will always have ears to listen with. Listen to you.. Call me sometime if you want to talk okay? Just..I can't live without you in my life, and I only hope you feel the same.. (Remember when KD said we're like a 'couple'!? =P)
-Tristan Lillian-Briana Hamilton-Hallam (Battisti?)