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ok
first of all
this is the first time im writing in my online journal, so yeah maybe this is kindof a big deal.
livejournal in my opinion is rather pointless now. yeah it used to be fun writing about our days and how wasted we'd get and all the FUN things we'd do and ETC
but, really. who reads this shit anyways? your friends. who do you see everyday at school? your friends. who do you talk to about your life, your day, your thoughts, your opinions? your friends.
so, why is it that we continue to write in our livejournals, expecting others to read it and maybe get some sort message through a subliminally-appealing entry?
its just been some time since ive written anything here
because i dont want anyone reading what i write, no offence. i have my own journal that i pretty much write everything in. which isnt to safe wither becasue i had a scare the other day when i swear my mom took it and read it. and i dont need to bring my drama ONLINE, when i can JUST AS WELL tell anyone who it concerns TO THEIR FACE
so on another note
yeah
ive changed
maybe for the worse
and maybe for the better
i didnt write about it in my LIVE JOURNAL, but here it is
i got busted for drinking a while back
and since then i have been on a pretty darn short leash
hardly any freedom, barely can go out
but the more my parents restrict me, the more i will try to break free, obvious right?
anyways the point is, ive actually been trying to make some positive changes, even before the whole incident happened
they think theyre "saving" me now, haha
no
i am doing it myself
i can do it myself
i know i still make some bad choices, yeah.
but you gotta hand it to me, i make some pretty damn good ones too.
and if you dont like something i do
or if youre my friend and you want to help me out (its what i need, id actually really love that)
just tell me
it means a lot
last thing anyone needs is drama... on .. the internet.
but then again im ranting on about livejournal on livejournal. seems kindof fitting but at the same time so pathetic. but if you read this, then i guess ive made my point.
anyways in the end if noone can be proud of me
i know
i am
because im trying to be the best that i can be
thanks.
second,
sorry.
first of all
this is the first time im writing in my online journal, so yeah maybe this is kindof a big deal.
livejournal in my opinion is rather pointless now. yeah it used to be fun writing about our days and how wasted we'd get and all the FUN things we'd do and ETC
but, really. who reads this shit anyways? your friends. who do you see everyday at school? your friends. who do you talk to about your life, your day, your thoughts, your opinions? your friends.
so, why is it that we continue to write in our livejournals, expecting others to read it and maybe get some sort message through a subliminally-appealing entry?
its just been some time since ive written anything here
because i dont want anyone reading what i write, no offence. i have my own journal that i pretty much write everything in. which isnt to safe wither becasue i had a scare the other day when i swear my mom took it and read it. and i dont need to bring my drama ONLINE, when i can JUST AS WELL tell anyone who it concerns TO THEIR FACE
so on another note
yeah
ive changed
maybe for the worse
and maybe for the better
i didnt write about it in my LIVE JOURNAL, but here it is
i got busted for drinking a while back
and since then i have been on a pretty darn short leash
hardly any freedom, barely can go out
but the more my parents restrict me, the more i will try to break free, obvious right?
anyways the point is, ive actually been trying to make some positive changes, even before the whole incident happened
they think theyre "saving" me now, haha
no
i am doing it myself
i can do it myself
i know i still make some bad choices, yeah.
but you gotta hand it to me, i make some pretty damn good ones too.
and if you dont like something i do
or if youre my friend and you want to help me out (its what i need, id actually really love that)
just tell me
it means a lot
last thing anyone needs is drama... on .. the internet.
but then again im ranting on about livejournal on livejournal. seems kindof fitting but at the same time so pathetic. but if you read this, then i guess ive made my point.
anyways in the end if noone can be proud of me
i know
i am
because im trying to be the best that i can be
thanks.
second,
sorry.