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[cheeselover003]

so i had the scariest thing happen on Friday. I was on the way to Jacksonville to visit Emily. and when you're getting into Jacksonville there's a bridge that says Jacksonville, so i decided I wanted to take a picture of it to post on Facebook... so i'm looking at the picture and i go off the side of the road a bit, which i've done before so i just jerked myself over. but for some reason that got me to swirving like crazy and then all i remember is losing control and being sideways in the middle of the highway completely spinning out of control and just waiting for a car to slam into me. and just screaming and then slamming on my breaks and ending up in the grass on the side of the highway. I was in the left lane and ended up in the grass on the right side of the high way. I really have no idea at all how i didnt die. it was friday at 4 oclock on I - 95. but i started shaking and freaking out on the side of the road and someone pulled over and mouthed if i was okay. and i didnt move for a bit and they motioned for me to roll down my window. but the guy checked my car and checked my tires and said my car and tires were ok and that i just burned some rubber. it just scared me shitless. and now i really believe u shouldnt text and drive or look down at your phone. I ended up getting two new tires (which i just got new tires not long ago so that tells u how crazy the accident was)

but i ended up staying in jax until driving home saturday like originally planned because i just didnt want to drive. and i was also really hungover because i drank so much friday night to forget about being freaked out. and i also hung out with jackie for the first time since sophmore year. but i had a really really fun weekend. :)

but lately i am questioning everything and everyone in my life. I'm ready for it to be may and to get out of orlando. I have so many options for this summer which is super excited, just stressful in deciding which place and finding an internship.