Yawn.
I never thought pretending to be someone else was one of my defects. Now I realize it's one of my greatests. I have talent, but I am sick of dragging a huge rock all by my stubborn self; rock that is normally moved by dozens of people. I'm sick of filling up for dozens of people.
I think that from now on I'll just be one person. I'll just be me.
Writing a book is a great training to learn to tolerate oneself and perhaps even accept oneself some day. I might post some bits of it here.
Roleplaying has been awfully slow. Simplicity has lots of members, but none of them seems to post! o.O I might start another wolf roleplay with some friends. Hm.
Were almost half-year deep, and despite of that I haven't yet completed any of the goals in that list, I notice some type of urgency to do so. It is as if there was no place to run off to.
"Stopping to run off" needs to be added to the list.
I think that from now on I'll just be one person. I'll just be me.
Writing a book is a great training to learn to tolerate oneself and perhaps even accept oneself some day. I might post some bits of it here.
Roleplaying has been awfully slow. Simplicity has lots of members, but none of them seems to post! o.O I might start another wolf roleplay with some friends. Hm.
Were almost half-year deep, and despite of that I haven't yet completed any of the goals in that list, I notice some type of urgency to do so. It is as if there was no place to run off to.
"Stopping to run off" needs to be added to the list.