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its weird.. i love my bear when im not pmsing..
yesterday.. i fell in love all over again..
this past week i wanted to kill him..
now i dont.. hee..
we lay in bed just staring at eachother..
awwwwwwwwwwww...i love it when he just holds me..
i felt secure.. and good.. and happy..
and just bliss.. ahh..
i want more days like that..
even if its just for a couple of hours..
then we can go back to our normal fighting..
=DDDDD
i went to the mall again today..
i really need to control my self..
i cant spend money.. i just cant..
i need to keep telling myself
i dont have money..
well.. this week im starting my
Special K diet.. we will see how
that goes.. i really wanna loose weight..
i have to.. i wanna be able to look
good in a fucking bikini..
that aint never gonna happen..=/
sept 26, 2005 entry..
i have a crush on you.. =)
-but for some reason... i have a feeling that youre gonna end up like
everyone else... =(
haha wow..
yesterday.. i fell in love all over again..
this past week i wanted to kill him..
now i dont.. hee..
we lay in bed just staring at eachother..
awwwwwwwwwwww...i love it when he just holds me..
i felt secure.. and good.. and happy..
and just bliss.. ahh..
i want more days like that..
even if its just for a couple of hours..
then we can go back to our normal fighting..
=DDDDD
i went to the mall again today..
i really need to control my self..
i cant spend money.. i just cant..
i need to keep telling myself
i dont have money..
well.. this week im starting my
Special K diet.. we will see how
that goes.. i really wanna loose weight..
i have to.. i wanna be able to look
good in a fucking bikini..
that aint never gonna happen..=/
sept 26, 2005 entry..
i have a crush on you.. =)
-but for some reason... i have a feeling that youre gonna end up like
everyone else... =(
haha wow..