Dec 31, 2004 00:27
Today I woke up at Sb's, got my mother to drive me home, watched the Virgin Suicides, and slept for hours in my bed. It's a beautiful thing-to hide from the world.
Then I awoke and ate and Matt took me to go get the ice cream I so craved. Then we were going to go bowling with a huge bunch of people but there were no open lanes. So once again we found ourselves at Garrett's house, watching a movie.
I love going to Garrett's house-definately the most comfortable house to be in. I love talking to Hannah about english things, and getting a hug and bookslap from Garrett, I love swapping witty bantor with Mr. Bob (Actually he mostly dishes the witty bantor and I just absorb his brilliance) and I love how Ms. Cathy is always so giving and willing to give up her home to a crowd of loud and wanting teenagers. It's a great house.
It's New Years eve because it's past midnight. New Year's Resolutions by the dozens continue to pop into my head, but I don't want to committ to any of them. I don't want to set them out for myself and then methodically fail in all of my good attempts at being a better person. I wish I could just wake up in the morning and think "I am going to be a better person today."