Buhduhdoooo

Feb 01, 2009 19:54

I always feel so annoying when I update this thing, or any journal some such or other. I guess that feeling of unimportance hasn't left me yet. But that's just my insecurity speaking. u___u Anywhoo...uhh boop well I finally took my last music theory test today and mummy dearest wouldn't stop relaying this fact to me yes mom I know. |: It's a combination of me saying "YEAH ALRITE" and "Aw, now I'll never get to do rhythmic or melodic dictation ever again. ;A;" Those were my only absolute faves doing the test but everything else (especially this grade level's test) was sorta difficult to remember all the rules. Especially since theory would always take a back seat to my learning to school. oh sighh. Uh wutelse...oh. god dang it, this week is going to be horrible, I can feel it. |: See I have to do solo and ensamble this saturday (its where I play my violin and piano for a contest and I need to have my solos memorized and well um. violin needs some help there. fffffffff), and there are like..2 tests I have to take and I need to finish reading my independent novel in order to figure out what the frickin god christ I'm writing my synthesis paper over. I NEED DIRECTION WHEN I'M WRITING PAPERS, DO NOT GIVE ME THE "LIBERTY" TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT. I. DON'T. GET. BOOKS FOR MEANING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /frustration
I'll be so relieved when spring break comes around. By that time, everything major will have been finished and turned in, and then it's pretty much the normal cruising by then (presumably though I'm not...entirely sure about it.)
...I hate it when old friends leave for new ones.

ugh, lief, musings

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