I'm back!
Well It has been a very long time since i've written. I saw my pastor today. i'm getting baptised VERY soon. I just have to do some work and then when i'm done i get the go ahead from Rev. Walter A. Keller. So exciting.
Things have been very strange for me lately. Something happened to me, I care not to share, but it totally changed my outlook on a lot of things. I've done nothing but want to cry today. I wish I had free daytime minutes. I really need someone to talk to right now.
So my best friend betz wrote a list of things she wants to do before she dies (i'm assuming) (and not in just a year). It made me cry. I love her so much. I wish she wasn't away at school. But if she is at my baptism that would mean to world to me. it really would. I've never decided to do anything like this before, and i really want her there. so Betz please come.
all day i've been crying. I hate it. I am so depressed, i don't know why. Maybe it's also a mixture of pmsing. I dunno. But it scares me to death when i feel like this.
well right now i am reading a book. it's by dean koontz, it's his new one, called life expectancy. it's really good.
I decided once i find a second job, i'm gonna take some classes. I'm going to become a police officer. then i can kill every bastard that trys to hurt a girl!!!!!!! anyway, i g/g.
Things have been very strange for me lately. Something happened to me, I care not to share, but it totally changed my outlook on a lot of things. I've done nothing but want to cry today. I wish I had free daytime minutes. I really need someone to talk to right now.
So my best friend betz wrote a list of things she wants to do before she dies (i'm assuming) (and not in just a year). It made me cry. I love her so much. I wish she wasn't away at school. But if she is at my baptism that would mean to world to me. it really would. I've never decided to do anything like this before, and i really want her there. so Betz please come.
all day i've been crying. I hate it. I am so depressed, i don't know why. Maybe it's also a mixture of pmsing. I dunno. But it scares me to death when i feel like this.
well right now i am reading a book. it's by dean koontz, it's his new one, called life expectancy. it's really good.
I decided once i find a second job, i'm gonna take some classes. I'm going to become a police officer. then i can kill every bastard that trys to hurt a girl!!!!!!! anyway, i g/g.