I have the feeling i'm being used

[cheeseballs05]

i've gotta watch what i say

i've gotta make sure i'm not being brought down/ becoming depressed

i've gotta make time

i've gotta make excuses

theres never sympathy for me

i'm not even heard

i'm the fallback friend

I've gotta be considerate of YOU when YOU couldnt give a damn about me and my feelings

i'm there to make YOU feel better

Is this friendship really worth it?