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ok... so i just typed this loong vent about bball... but then LJ was stupid and decided to have an error and delete the whole thing.. but i wont type it again b/c i think i need to get over- maybe it was a sign- lol- shit happens and u just gotta work with the cards that are dealt to you.. so even thou this MAJORLY pisses me off and this huge injustice has been happening to me since i was 11... i'll have to suck it up.. cause no one wants to hear my sob story
well i have a sinus infection.. which i mistaked as a "faceache" whatever that is.... it feels like an elephant is sitting on my face.. and my temples.. my head is being crushed....meh
i want softball season to come.... my pitching was greeaat on sunday.. i was soooo excited.. and my drop is REALLY coming along....yay!
i wish i could do the musical at school.. i think itd be soo much fun.. and i've always kinda wanted to put myself out there with my singing- even thou im not great- but i cant.. cause i do softball...damn
i wish i was outstanding at something.. u know? Like a lot of people have their thing.. like being an amazing piano player... or being an outstanding soccer player or being like the "funny man" or something... i wish i had something like that that separated me from the crowd.. cause im really just mediocre at things... im not amazingly smart and im apparently not amazingly athletic and im not incredibly musically talented (like my wonderful cousin catherine :-D).... dammit.. i hate being ordinary
alright kids.. im depriving myself of sleep...
well i have a sinus infection.. which i mistaked as a "faceache" whatever that is.... it feels like an elephant is sitting on my face.. and my temples.. my head is being crushed....meh
i want softball season to come.... my pitching was greeaat on sunday.. i was soooo excited.. and my drop is REALLY coming along....yay!
i wish i could do the musical at school.. i think itd be soo much fun.. and i've always kinda wanted to put myself out there with my singing- even thou im not great- but i cant.. cause i do softball...damn
i wish i was outstanding at something.. u know? Like a lot of people have their thing.. like being an amazing piano player... or being an outstanding soccer player or being like the "funny man" or something... i wish i had something like that that separated me from the crowd.. cause im really just mediocre at things... im not amazingly smart and im apparently not amazingly athletic and im not incredibly musically talented (like my wonderful cousin catherine :-D).... dammit.. i hate being ordinary
alright kids.. im depriving myself of sleep...