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i'm feeling strangely well-adjusted right now.
not much more to say than that. i've had a very long day at work, the first four hours of which were spent alone thanks to a disappearing call-in person. it turns out i'm very good at running a library under pressure.
i had some uncomfortable feelings last night that were still lingering this morning. mistrust, a little hurt welling up from the past. i feel okay now though. i don't know if maybe there are some things i said i didn't want to talk about that maybe i should, just to get them past and done... we'll see.
got the whole ICBC thing started today, after receiving a letter from them yesterday insisting i file a claim. yep, here we go again. the adjuster person was nice, she said it's half not-my-fault because of the weather. and she said that i totally have the option of re-paying. i mean, i thought the last adjuster was nice, and look how THAT went...
holy crap, i just realized it's after five and i'm STILL AT WORK. why hasn't anyone come to let me off? christ... i should be mad. i'm not. i can't wait to get home and chill for a bit. it's so friggin hot! :P
not much more to say than that. i've had a very long day at work, the first four hours of which were spent alone thanks to a disappearing call-in person. it turns out i'm very good at running a library under pressure.
i had some uncomfortable feelings last night that were still lingering this morning. mistrust, a little hurt welling up from the past. i feel okay now though. i don't know if maybe there are some things i said i didn't want to talk about that maybe i should, just to get them past and done... we'll see.
got the whole ICBC thing started today, after receiving a letter from them yesterday insisting i file a claim. yep, here we go again. the adjuster person was nice, she said it's half not-my-fault because of the weather. and she said that i totally have the option of re-paying. i mean, i thought the last adjuster was nice, and look how THAT went...
holy crap, i just realized it's after five and i'm STILL AT WORK. why hasn't anyone come to let me off? christ... i should be mad. i'm not. i can't wait to get home and chill for a bit. it's so friggin hot! :P