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i'm so physically and mentally exhausted right now i can't even change my facial expression.
it didn't help that i got home at bloody near 3am last night, after watching lorin dance with the vixens at the railway. had a good time with dylan and leslie, tried to pretend i couldn't tell lorin was doing lines in the bathroom. it was a good show and everything, lots of fun. i got a lap dance from betty barracuda. i also managed to only have 2.5 beers out of the three or four pitchers we had, as well as the singles everyone else kept ordering every time i said i wanted to leave...
today was hell at work. the stupid computers have been down every fucking day, and today was some kind of big crash. my supervisor had to leave for an hour or so, and it happened when she was gone and i was alone. i was so tired by that point from how busy it had already been that i didn't even react really, i just stood there like a zombie scanning books into wordpad to add to the computer later.
i took out three CDs from the library yesterday: michelle branch, the eurythmics and some mexican folk album. i played all three on my drive home and nothing grabbed me. i want to find something new that just instantly makes me go "hey i fucking like this". i've started just taking random things home to try but no luck so far.
right now i am debating whether i should add some cayenne pepper to my red pepper hummus dip, and continue snacking, or test out something somone suggested to me the other day (can't remember who): waffles in the quesadilla maker!
fuck this, i'm beat. i don't know how i ever did this no sleep thing when i was younger. i just want to curl up with a chick flick (already have the wedding singer and wedding date next to the tv) and do nothing but EAT. sigh :P
oh, and p.s.... wtf is up with blue-eyed people getting fucking redeye??? christ!
it didn't help that i got home at bloody near 3am last night, after watching lorin dance with the vixens at the railway. had a good time with dylan and leslie, tried to pretend i couldn't tell lorin was doing lines in the bathroom. it was a good show and everything, lots of fun. i got a lap dance from betty barracuda. i also managed to only have 2.5 beers out of the three or four pitchers we had, as well as the singles everyone else kept ordering every time i said i wanted to leave...
today was hell at work. the stupid computers have been down every fucking day, and today was some kind of big crash. my supervisor had to leave for an hour or so, and it happened when she was gone and i was alone. i was so tired by that point from how busy it had already been that i didn't even react really, i just stood there like a zombie scanning books into wordpad to add to the computer later.
i took out three CDs from the library yesterday: michelle branch, the eurythmics and some mexican folk album. i played all three on my drive home and nothing grabbed me. i want to find something new that just instantly makes me go "hey i fucking like this". i've started just taking random things home to try but no luck so far.
right now i am debating whether i should add some cayenne pepper to my red pepper hummus dip, and continue snacking, or test out something somone suggested to me the other day (can't remember who): waffles in the quesadilla maker!
fuck this, i'm beat. i don't know how i ever did this no sleep thing when i was younger. i just want to curl up with a chick flick (already have the wedding singer and wedding date next to the tv) and do nothing but EAT. sigh :P
oh, and p.s.... wtf is up with blue-eyed people getting fucking redeye??? christ!