Jul 02, 2006 12:32
Kay well, this is for everyone that was with me yesturday.
I was acting extremly imature last night and yesturday and some point. I was not listening to the people that were trying to help me and instead I was going off on random pointless walks, acting like a complete dick!
I'm so sorry. I know that isn't going to make up for ruining everyones day, maybe not even ruining it, but making people pissed off, but it is the best that I can do. I really mean it though.
I'm not going to say that I will never drink again, because I don't want to lie to youse.
But I'm never going to get myself into that state ever again. I mean Tasha was the one that had to spend her fucking time trying to get me cleaned up, not me. I should have been the one to do it, but I couldnt because of the way that I was...
I'm not trying to blame it on how drunk I was, because that does not excuse the way in which I was acting. I am taking full responsability for my actions, because no matter how drunk anyone is, they should not get on as I did.
So basically what I'm trying to say is that I am so sorry.
This may not excuse what I did, but it's all I can say...