Social mapping and levels of frustration
I think I have... four levels of anger.
There is your every day, slightly irked irritation. Everything is pretty dandy, with the exception of the slight problem from time to time. I'm a little quieter than normal.
You have your basic irritation, which is found when dealing with stupid, ignorant, young, or otherwise defective people. Not really a big deal, I just find myself a little curt.
Then there is my angry Josh mode. This happens at work often. I'm usually fairly silent, save the yelling I do at those who deserve it.
And of course, there is the infamous "Pissed off Josh" setting. I stopped for a few minutes while I thought about whether or not anyone I know presently has ever seen it. I don't recall that they have. But correct me if I'm wrong. This is where the only way to keep me from hurting somebody is to stop me from getting to them. Always a load of fun.
I guess tonight was a level three. Yes I'm fine. There is no reason to feel guilty. Shit happens.
I think I'm also going to draw up a social diagram. Nothing complicated like interactions, but just something that shows where I know people from, and who introduced me to them. I think it'll be funny. Because my web is so twisted. lol.
There is your every day, slightly irked irritation. Everything is pretty dandy, with the exception of the slight problem from time to time. I'm a little quieter than normal.
You have your basic irritation, which is found when dealing with stupid, ignorant, young, or otherwise defective people. Not really a big deal, I just find myself a little curt.
Then there is my angry Josh mode. This happens at work often. I'm usually fairly silent, save the yelling I do at those who deserve it.
And of course, there is the infamous "Pissed off Josh" setting. I stopped for a few minutes while I thought about whether or not anyone I know presently has ever seen it. I don't recall that they have. But correct me if I'm wrong. This is where the only way to keep me from hurting somebody is to stop me from getting to them. Always a load of fun.
I guess tonight was a level three. Yes I'm fine. There is no reason to feel guilty. Shit happens.
I think I'm also going to draw up a social diagram. Nothing complicated like interactions, but just something that shows where I know people from, and who introduced me to them. I think it'll be funny. Because my web is so twisted. lol.