Me and Fairy
So, I dont know whats happening, I know it was crap of me not to go to Rennos birthday, because hes done so much for me, I meen I practicly lived there in the summer holidays, and I am grateful, and putting up with people and me crying on mine and fairys party. There was however no way I could have made it to his party, and I have got him a card, but I cant give it to him because me and fairy arnt talking..so when am I seeing him? I dont know why its just me getting made feel guilty and loosing my best friend over it because theres sooo many other people (e.g. Chedda, Wez, Ryan etc..) who have known Renno a lot longer then me and has had much more things done for him, then he has done for me and I end up with Fairy not talking to me? I know I messed up real bad but urgh...
I dont know what to do about Ricky either, I dont know how to tell him. He annoys me so much, he thinks hes gods fucking gift, even if I did fancy him then I wouldnt go out with him because he flirts so much with any girl he meets, and hes soo clingy its untrue, and too mature, he spent more time with my mum and her bf when he was down then with me and John, I guess that was a good thing because me and John had such a good time, Im so glad they came down despite Ricky being gay. I need a John hug, when I hug him it all goes away >_<...
I dont know what to do about Ricky either, I dont know how to tell him. He annoys me so much, he thinks hes gods fucking gift, even if I did fancy him then I wouldnt go out with him because he flirts so much with any girl he meets, and hes soo clingy its untrue, and too mature, he spent more time with my mum and her bf when he was down then with me and John, I guess that was a good thing because me and John had such a good time, Im so glad they came down despite Ricky being gay. I need a John hug, when I hug him it all goes away >_<...