Very late night
I think that I am become a vampire...it would probably explain a lot. I am not sure why I am updating cause no one really ever reads or writes for that matter. Even my sister was addicted at one time.
Life is good...really good actually. It seems routine like but somehow I like it. I am one of the most indecisive people I have ever meet in my life. I always thought that I was really good at making decisions since I have been in so many leadership positions in my life. But I have come to realize that I can make decisions for others but not very well for myself.
I am changing majors again. Some of you might not even know that I changed it in the first place. This idea of graduating early just to please my parents was a complete waste of time.
They do want me to graduate soon but I realized, maybe a little later than most people, that it was my life and I had to live it according to what made me happy and what God wanted me to do.
So in stating that I am going back to teaching. I had a dream a couple of weeks ago and I woke up with the most peaceful feeling in the world. God had made me realize that teaching is my passion, it is my strength, and I want to do it more than anything else. So I am taking the semester off again and am going to try to find a real job for a while to get into the habit of being an adult. If anyone knows of a good job holler my way.
Got a letter, postcard more like, from Amamda Gard. She will be getting married in April. I am so excited for her. I really like her fiance and I wish them the best of luck. I pray that God truly blesses their marriage. Intersting cause I think of the Fab Five all the time. Even though I really do not talk to any of them, I still am interested in what everyone is doing. Funny to think that first Blakely and now Amanda...who will be next?? Sometimes I really miss those days of innocence and laughter. God truly blessed that time in my life and I would not be the person I am today if it were not for the four of them.
Well I really need to go to bed....hopefully I will be able to fall asleep...my stomach is growling really bad and it might keep me awake. Too many late nights this week...its messed up my entire schedule.
Oh, going in Indy next week for THanksgiving...get to be even fatter. Really sad that Bryan can not go but I kinda understand that he has to work cause he is a manager. Someday I think I might just tell Janis what I think about working him so much. Heather turns 21 on the 29th so if anyone thinks about and they want to call her and wish her Happy Birthday! 770-633-5278. We are getting really old if my little sister is turning 21!!!
Life is good...really good actually. It seems routine like but somehow I like it. I am one of the most indecisive people I have ever meet in my life. I always thought that I was really good at making decisions since I have been in so many leadership positions in my life. But I have come to realize that I can make decisions for others but not very well for myself.
I am changing majors again. Some of you might not even know that I changed it in the first place. This idea of graduating early just to please my parents was a complete waste of time.
They do want me to graduate soon but I realized, maybe a little later than most people, that it was my life and I had to live it according to what made me happy and what God wanted me to do.
So in stating that I am going back to teaching. I had a dream a couple of weeks ago and I woke up with the most peaceful feeling in the world. God had made me realize that teaching is my passion, it is my strength, and I want to do it more than anything else. So I am taking the semester off again and am going to try to find a real job for a while to get into the habit of being an adult. If anyone knows of a good job holler my way.
Got a letter, postcard more like, from Amamda Gard. She will be getting married in April. I am so excited for her. I really like her fiance and I wish them the best of luck. I pray that God truly blesses their marriage. Intersting cause I think of the Fab Five all the time. Even though I really do not talk to any of them, I still am interested in what everyone is doing. Funny to think that first Blakely and now Amanda...who will be next?? Sometimes I really miss those days of innocence and laughter. God truly blessed that time in my life and I would not be the person I am today if it were not for the four of them.
Well I really need to go to bed....hopefully I will be able to fall asleep...my stomach is growling really bad and it might keep me awake. Too many late nights this week...its messed up my entire schedule.
Oh, going in Indy next week for THanksgiving...get to be even fatter. Really sad that Bryan can not go but I kinda understand that he has to work cause he is a manager. Someday I think I might just tell Janis what I think about working him so much. Heather turns 21 on the 29th so if anyone thinks about and they want to call her and wish her Happy Birthday! 770-633-5278. We are getting really old if my little sister is turning 21!!!