I think my life needs a general update.
So, where oh where to begin.
right now...i feel really light headed and dizzy kind of like I'm floating above my chair...its very concerning but considering that has nothing to do with much of anything...I will not elaberate.
Okay well things with Scott are great. I got to see Greg on Monday. Home isn't so bad I suppose. And friends are lovely...
Scott: I love him. He loves me. He sounds adorable when he is sleeping. He frustrates me and makes me laugh. He gets mad for no reason...and keeps a candy store under his bed. How could things be less than wonderful. Waiting till the end of July to see him might just kill me -*sad face*- I don't think he realizes just how much I need him in my life. He is so amazing. Words can in no way describe. He's been there for me when I need him and he doesn't mess up as often as you'd think. His sweet to jerk ratio is amazing and I think it's cute when hes jealous...and when things are wrong we talk about it. I'm not gonna lie and sugar coat and act like things with him aren't hard because they are. He's so far away and things that normally wouldn't begin to bother me now take front seat. I have trust issues and he knows this, he has them too and yet we still work through them. I love the way he thinks we'll be together forever. I wish I could share his optimisum(sp?). But I have no doubt in my mind that no matter what happens I will, at least in some part of me way down deep, love him forever. I love countless things about him, and I prolly shouldnt bore anyone with any further elaberation.
Greg: Spoils me. nuf said.
Home: Ron is still ghey. But I lock myself in my room and generally he doesn't bother. However I have been feeling off lately...I'm convinced that if I wasn't a virgin and not suffering from my period...I would think I was pregnant...last night after river vixen adventure episode#15, I went home ate dinner drank chocolate milk, felt horrible and went to sleep at like 8 I woke up around 9:15 went online found my baby begged dan to send me a song and then called Scott and went to sleep again. I didn't feel well enough for much else.
Friends:
Arianna: We have now had very many River Vixen adventures...not to mention some memorable quotes we can't remeber. lol. And some great feats we have accomplished. We have persevered through the rough struggles...and have made new friends together. (Arianna you know Walter is a good man.) We've scaled mountains...in ten minutes. And lived to laugh it off. Busta Dimes was lost and found dropped and smuged but he smiles on. In that not so gangsta, yet still hardcore kind of way. We've been through horror movie like circumstances...been to places no ones seen in years...visited hobo village complete with north and south garbage dumps...north one was pretty nasty. We still manage to stay out of trouble...and I don't think she realizes how much I appreciate her friendship...which I do lots...Any friend who will let you call her at like 11 and stay on the phone with you for an hour and a half so you wont fall asleep before your bf gets home deserves a medal.
right now...i feel really light headed and dizzy kind of like I'm floating above my chair...its very concerning but considering that has nothing to do with much of anything...I will not elaberate.
Okay well things with Scott are great. I got to see Greg on Monday. Home isn't so bad I suppose. And friends are lovely...
Scott: I love him. He loves me. He sounds adorable when he is sleeping. He frustrates me and makes me laugh. He gets mad for no reason...and keeps a candy store under his bed. How could things be less than wonderful. Waiting till the end of July to see him might just kill me -*sad face*- I don't think he realizes just how much I need him in my life. He is so amazing. Words can in no way describe. He's been there for me when I need him and he doesn't mess up as often as you'd think. His sweet to jerk ratio is amazing and I think it's cute when hes jealous...and when things are wrong we talk about it. I'm not gonna lie and sugar coat and act like things with him aren't hard because they are. He's so far away and things that normally wouldn't begin to bother me now take front seat. I have trust issues and he knows this, he has them too and yet we still work through them. I love the way he thinks we'll be together forever. I wish I could share his optimisum(sp?). But I have no doubt in my mind that no matter what happens I will, at least in some part of me way down deep, love him forever. I love countless things about him, and I prolly shouldnt bore anyone with any further elaberation.
Greg: Spoils me. nuf said.
Home: Ron is still ghey. But I lock myself in my room and generally he doesn't bother. However I have been feeling off lately...I'm convinced that if I wasn't a virgin and not suffering from my period...I would think I was pregnant...last night after river vixen adventure episode#15, I went home ate dinner drank chocolate milk, felt horrible and went to sleep at like 8 I woke up around 9:15 went online found my baby begged dan to send me a song and then called Scott and went to sleep again. I didn't feel well enough for much else.
Friends:
Arianna: We have now had very many River Vixen adventures...not to mention some memorable quotes we can't remeber. lol. And some great feats we have accomplished. We have persevered through the rough struggles...and have made new friends together. (Arianna you know Walter is a good man.) We've scaled mountains...in ten minutes. And lived to laugh it off. Busta Dimes was lost and found dropped and smuged but he smiles on. In that not so gangsta, yet still hardcore kind of way. We've been through horror movie like circumstances...been to places no ones seen in years...visited hobo village complete with north and south garbage dumps...north one was pretty nasty. We still manage to stay out of trouble...and I don't think she realizes how much I appreciate her friendship...which I do lots...Any friend who will let you call her at like 11 and stay on the phone with you for an hour and a half so you wont fall asleep before your bf gets home deserves a medal.