Give me until I find a job...
and after that, if anyone notices that I'm still functioning in crisis mode, please smack me upside the head with a rolled up newspaper.
I hate feeling like all I've done for the last nine months is complain. I wish I could be a beaming fountain of rainbows, but right now all I can manage is a slight drizzle.
I've finally categorized my feeling these last few nights home alone since being laid off: I feel like I'm choking on drama.
Sigh.
One day at a time. Today I signed the lease and successfully moved all my clothes and 95% of my bathroom gear. Tomorrow I'm aiming for shoes, books and kitchen, possibly bed and/or dresser. No jobs applied for today, but I think while I move I'll be doing the unemployment minimum of 3 searches and I'm already at 2 for this week.
I know I can do this. I know things will work out one way or another, and even the worst case scenario is a situation better than many people in this world have. But right now the other side seems so far away it's disheartening.
I hate feeling like all I've done for the last nine months is complain. I wish I could be a beaming fountain of rainbows, but right now all I can manage is a slight drizzle.
I've finally categorized my feeling these last few nights home alone since being laid off: I feel like I'm choking on drama.
Sigh.
One day at a time. Today I signed the lease and successfully moved all my clothes and 95% of my bathroom gear. Tomorrow I'm aiming for shoes, books and kitchen, possibly bed and/or dresser. No jobs applied for today, but I think while I move I'll be doing the unemployment minimum of 3 searches and I'm already at 2 for this week.
I know I can do this. I know things will work out one way or another, and even the worst case scenario is a situation better than many people in this world have. But right now the other side seems so far away it's disheartening.