my legs hurt

[cheerupemokidd]

well today, mel came over around 2 or 3. liz and chelsea came over around i think like 7. mel, me, liz and chelsea all over really dicked over which really sucked and we were all really pissed, but whatever. they all left around 10/11. mel, me, nick, sean and colleen all met up at like 1. kern walked me to the pool where they were at. i love kern <3 hes beyond cool, hes so caring<3, shit i have to call him. nick and sean were so stoned, it was funny. we walked down to east meadow ave. and mel hit up colleen so we walked like all the way down by woodland to meet her. we all walked aimlessy down the street not knowing what we were doing, but stil having a good time. we decided to go to pathmark, we sat.. nick got a call from i think richie or robbie or someone, i dont know, that he had to head home. since sean always goes with nick, they left together. by now, me mel and colleen were just some girls walking down the street looking like we were waiting for someone to come and rape us with a sharp misshapened object. i was getting scared that my dad would wake up and like find me not there and then when i would come home i would get eaten. mel kept saying she had to go home so we finally went, we all walked to the back of some ladys house where she hops the fence, it was fucking dark.. i would never do that. i called her to make sure she was in and safe and whatever, and she was. me and colleen started walking home, it took like a half hour, it sucked. i finally got home, i felt bad that colleen had to walk home by herself. i got home and went through my window, i fell and i like grabbed the window thing by like my nails and they broke so bad, it hurt like a bitch. so i got home around like 4:15, i still have to call kern before hes goes insane, ah hes so awesome<3. it was an awesome night and i think were doing it again tomorrow with tommy and chris but i dont know, im gunna be too tired and probably not be up to it. unless we have like something to do, who knows.

hmm, later on i think im either going to the beach with mel, or sleeping all day and then doing something at night. i dont know, im really tired and my legs hurt. im gunna go call kern and go to sleep<3.

<3Julia