Nov 19, 2004 22:34
Dear whoever,
i want it to be five or so years from now. i want me and brandon to be married and happy and have a baby and everything to be wonderful...
maybe it's because i'm drunk right now, but dammit, i want my happily ever after...
no one understands...
i love him so so much...
i thought i loved andy, but that was nothing compared to how i feel about brandon
i know he's the man i will marry.
and that makes me happy.
i can't wait for college to be done with and for brandon to have graduated and for us to have pretty house with a picket fence and three kids...
we've already decided the names:
Jack Mikhil Goolsby
Ashton Ambarish Goolsby
(okay, we haven't decided our third son's name)
and
Sasha Shailesh Goolsby
we're going to live happily ever after
and life will be wonderful
no one knows how happy i am. i wish i could melt into him. i love him beyond words.