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[thesocokite]

I posted this on my journal so I guess I'll post it here too.
I feel like shit obviously...

write me some song or sonnet that isnt about love
or heartbreak
anything associated with mutual feelings.
give me something that has all the necessary elements.
revenge
hope
jealousy
curiousity
depression
shame
ignorance

You can't find it anymore
anywhere.
just try and write it down on paper and you'll see what I mean
its inevitable.
what this is.
oh you can ignore it
say its irony
but its dancing in your face
while you try not to run into it
your mind and heart betrays you.
it's impossible to let either one lead you.
Fishing out the millions of questions I cannot answer
I keep asking myself one.
There will be that one moment when I will have my answer.
Unfortunately
it would be too late to tell anyone else my discovery.