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kevins brother always makes me feel weird, like i shouldnt be allowed to occupy this skin.
and for a while, it would really bother me and bring me down until i finally decided that i wasnt going to let it. so i just carry on and im myself - sometimes a little loud and obnoxious, suddenly distant, always seriously joking.
and now i pretty much just think thats hes afraid of me.
which if i cant command respect from love
ill take fear
really, i dont think he knows what to make of his little brother and his blue haired crass girlfriend.