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[cheersx_gods]

its been a year daddy..
i really really miss you
mommy says your safe now
in a beautiful place called heaven
we had ur favorite dinner tonite
i ate it all up
even tho i dont like carrots
i learned to swim this summer
i can even open my eyes
when im underwater
cant you see me
i started kindergarten this year
i carry a picture of us in my blues clues lunch box..
you are the greatest daddy
i can swing on the swing by myself
even tho i miss you pushing me
cant you see me
i miss how you used to tickle me
tickle my belly
my belly hurts
i try not to cry
mommy says its ok
i kno you dont like it when i cry
you never wanted me to be sad
i try daddy but it hurts
is it true ur not coming home
maybe someday..i can visit you in heaven ok?
its time for me to go to bed now
i sleep with the lite on just in case you come home
and kiss me goodnite
i love you so much
i miss you daddy