When things fall apart
I have no control. I have never felt so helpless and miserable and disgusted for feeling this way. 1) My SAT scores are too low for me to go to college 2)Even if I do get to go somewhere, I'll prolly still be stuck in Fl which is a nightmare for me 3) I work 8 hours a day mon-fri, I feel like at the end of the day, I should be able to have some fun 4)I feel like I should be able to spend my money how I want since I'm the one working in that God-awful place 5) speaking of places, I have no place. I don't have a best friend, that kinda junk usually doesnt bother me-but it's like I'm the most incompatible person in the world, I feel like when ppl are with me they would clearly rather be with someone else, anyone else 6)My computer won't let me sign up for my senior pics which means if i ever do get to take them, it'll be too late to pick a cute pic for the yearbook 7) I have yet to get my license and I HATE depending on people 8) its shyt like this that makes for a self destructive adult