2006 came as quickly as it could, and 2005 was out the door. What I had been doing the exact moment of the time change fit the occasion perfectly. I was screaming. The story behind that, is well, long and boring, something you don’t go about telling people pretending to be proud of it. For some reason that night, 1 January 2006, it seemed almost, dead…like nothing was there and it made me wonder, what in Gods name was I doing here? What am I doing with this life of mine? I kept questioning myself…over and over again, and nobody ever answered. Which made it harder for me to understand exactly what I was thinking/talking about. My limbs hurt and my eyes were sore, so I decided to call it a night and head off towards the living room, where I would then sleep on the couch listening to The Killers and Billie Idol. I had spent the holidays realigning my knuckles and watching horror films and now for the new year I was wondering why I was alive. This was not a good start.
The next morning I woke up to the sudden sound of construction workers. I went into the kitchen and found me some bread and water, and had breakfast. But what hit me harder than anything was that I realized that today felt like 2006. Not 2005, not any other year, but it actually felt like 2006. I than began to do the math.
1 January 2006 is on a Sunday, which is weird, because Sunday represents the holy day, or day of rest, and 2006 represents the day of the devil, day? Why you ask, because on 6 June this year, will be the devils day, a day that a lot of people fear the devils son will be born. So I find it weird that they should be….together, which if you look it up, the bringing of hell and heaven together to create the earth, and to then for destroy the earth. It represented the end of the world. This year is the war between God and Lucifer (the devil/Satan). In the end (come 2007) seven represents the year of God, so theoretically speaking God should win (the war is to see who gets the Earth). So then God will build his great kingdom on this shit hole and the devil will . . . take anyone who has been bad…sinners. But I believe, only Roman Catholic believe that people sin. A lot of Christianity just believes that your blessed once and you never sin…whatever. I was raised a Roman Catholic.
Anyways, that’s the bit of it. Don’t think anyone will read it. But I have hope.