Spoken For
Melancholy(sp?) tonight. Unsure as to the reason. A little bit of this, a little bit of that.
Last night, Jena got to meet "the boys", minus Brandon. We watched Seven, with my husband, Brad Pitt. I reccommend seeing it. Scary and frustrating movie. Wish I could have jumped in and started being a character. I cried at the end. Brad Pitt is an amazing actor, he's also an amazing husband. ;-)
Got my new Seventeen today. Now I can write in the notebook.
4 page article about teens and sex and surveys and percentages and such. 92% of teens polled said that a girl gets a bad reputation if they have sex. If that's true, why do so many people still do it?
Lost of comments on my last entry. Yay. I enjoy comments. Didn't know that that many people even read it. Don't know how they got the link either. Doesn't matter. I like it.
I love music lately.
My mom is watching It's a Wonderful Life in the other room.
Oh ya, my sister is engaged. I was dead asleep at midnight thursday night, and she comes in and jumps on me. "Robin! Guess what! I'm engaged!!!!" Big moment. Went down the stairs in my pj's and hugged Mark, my brother-in-law. Smiled in spite of myself when as I watched my dad give Mark a long hug. I think he cried after they left. Asked steph if he got down on one knee and everything. Sure did. awww... I hugged her and told her that I'm so happy for her. I am. If anyone deserves all this romantic stuff, it's those two.
Jena's "out" tonight. I hope she has fun. I hope he truly is a good guy. I hope she tells me everything that happens when she gets back. :-)
Got me thinking tonight. What if they kiss soon? Then that's it. I'm the last one left. sweet 17 and not so much as one little smooch to have in memory. Glad it hasn't been wasted, though. It's a toss up. Sick of being lonely/ want to wait for an awesome Christian guy who knocks my socks off. To wait...that's the problem. Not so much a problem as it is an annoyance.
God has been re-awakened in me lately. I love Him, but trusting that He has a plan is so difficult. I know he has my husband(besides Brad Pitt), out there somewhere, and He's preparing Him to be ready for me, just like He's preparing me. God knows when we'll meet, not me. Doesn't change the fact that I want to be with him now. As I get older, and people begin pairing off...here I am. Trusting God on my own. The road is long and hard. I just need to know that I am His for right now. He's the "guy" in my life.
I heard this song "Spoken For" by Mercy Me the other day on Air1. I love it. Thought I'd print the lyrics and share it with you all:
Mercy Me--"Spoken For"
Take this world from me
Don’t need it anymore
For I am finally free
My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise You
Oh and I worship You
chorus
Covered by a love divine
Child of the risen Lord
To hear You say “This one’s mine”
My heart is spoken for
Now I have a peace
That I’ve never known before
I find myself complete
My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise You
Oh and I worship You
The "This One's Mine" part really gets me. I long to be taken care of, loved and cared for. It took me 17 years to realize I am, and I have been and always will be.
Last night, Jena got to meet "the boys", minus Brandon. We watched Seven, with my husband, Brad Pitt. I reccommend seeing it. Scary and frustrating movie. Wish I could have jumped in and started being a character. I cried at the end. Brad Pitt is an amazing actor, he's also an amazing husband. ;-)
Got my new Seventeen today. Now I can write in the notebook.
4 page article about teens and sex and surveys and percentages and such. 92% of teens polled said that a girl gets a bad reputation if they have sex. If that's true, why do so many people still do it?
Lost of comments on my last entry. Yay. I enjoy comments. Didn't know that that many people even read it. Don't know how they got the link either. Doesn't matter. I like it.
I love music lately.
My mom is watching It's a Wonderful Life in the other room.
Oh ya, my sister is engaged. I was dead asleep at midnight thursday night, and she comes in and jumps on me. "Robin! Guess what! I'm engaged!!!!" Big moment. Went down the stairs in my pj's and hugged Mark, my brother-in-law. Smiled in spite of myself when as I watched my dad give Mark a long hug. I think he cried after they left. Asked steph if he got down on one knee and everything. Sure did. awww... I hugged her and told her that I'm so happy for her. I am. If anyone deserves all this romantic stuff, it's those two.
Jena's "out" tonight. I hope she has fun. I hope he truly is a good guy. I hope she tells me everything that happens when she gets back. :-)
Got me thinking tonight. What if they kiss soon? Then that's it. I'm the last one left. sweet 17 and not so much as one little smooch to have in memory. Glad it hasn't been wasted, though. It's a toss up. Sick of being lonely/ want to wait for an awesome Christian guy who knocks my socks off. To wait...that's the problem. Not so much a problem as it is an annoyance.
God has been re-awakened in me lately. I love Him, but trusting that He has a plan is so difficult. I know he has my husband(besides Brad Pitt), out there somewhere, and He's preparing Him to be ready for me, just like He's preparing me. God knows when we'll meet, not me. Doesn't change the fact that I want to be with him now. As I get older, and people begin pairing off...here I am. Trusting God on my own. The road is long and hard. I just need to know that I am His for right now. He's the "guy" in my life.
I heard this song "Spoken For" by Mercy Me the other day on Air1. I love it. Thought I'd print the lyrics and share it with you all:
Mercy Me--"Spoken For"
Take this world from me
Don’t need it anymore
For I am finally free
My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise You
Oh and I worship You
chorus
Covered by a love divine
Child of the risen Lord
To hear You say “This one’s mine”
My heart is spoken for
Now I have a peace
That I’ve never known before
I find myself complete
My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise You
Oh and I worship You
The "This One's Mine" part really gets me. I long to be taken care of, loved and cared for. It took me 17 years to realize I am, and I have been and always will be.