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well yesterday was my 15th b*day partayyyyy:0:0...lotsa good kids came...my ashley schmidt who i missed dearly came!!!!! & hmm mark brought some drinks...i got 2 see jeff again...who i tohught hated me but didnt...& man woo hott. & i met robbie..& say troy n nick..then alex n brad n chad n sarge n reddawg came..alex wearing girls clothes...hmm?...reading feet by dr.suess to chad redmond..lmao..& my big brother chad gave me the coolest card...first grade turkey feather!!:) lmao i love you chad with all my heart<3 it was a really emotional night but it turned out okayy...& thank you everyone for being so awesome...special thanks to brad for being there & alex & specially chad for staying with me the whole rest of the night....i have amazing friends..& last night really showed it!
but then 2day i woke up with a horrible headache & felt sick so went back to bed & woke up to alysse's text saying shristiaan died;(:(:(..*r.i.p christiaan*...& i wish i could make everything okay b.c i love you alysse & ur my bets friend...he was only 14...y does god take people so younggg?!...you didnt deserve this alysse...i love you:/...so much..
things like this just make you think...they really make you think
i want you so bad...your the only thing i need right now..& one of th only things...i cant have