* felt like a lifetime...
this past week i have really learned to set aside my wants, and focus on only asking for what i really need. there are thousands upon thousands of people who have nothing but the clothes on their back, i really shouldn't ask for another pair of shoes when i have over 50... i cant stop watching CNN even though it makes me cry. the other night i called jess crying because they showed an old lady who died in her wheelchair, and she was just covered in a blanket. next to her was a body wrapped in a white blanket. i dont understand why this is happening. why are so many people just dying, and no ones stopping it. it breaks my heart so hear these stories of families who lost their mother and had to watch her drown, helpless. i wish there was more that i could do than just donate money, i wish i could directly help these people and take away their pain. i cannot imagine coming home to nothing but a concrete foundation. i cannot imagine losing someone i loved the way these people are. i know that everything happens for a reason, we need to see how much we really have and how fast it can be taken away. its so sad that a country with so much power can just watch their people die in masses. its so sad that when any other country needs help, we run to play superman and the day we need help, we cant get it. this is making me so depressed ill stop.
tonight i went to michael hunters dinner thing with john, and then we went to his house to play poker with; michael, jennifer, zack, krista, joseph, and derrick. i did really good. work has been wonderful, its a lot of fun. i love the people i work with, they are so awesome. school is pretty good, its pretty easy. john and i are better than ever. our 10 month anniversary is in 5 days. its almost going to be 1 year, wow. however i must say this has been the best 10 months ever.... :) i love him so much i cannot even express it into you in words. he is my best friend, being with him is so blissful. i love you john <3<3<3
god bless all the people who didn't survive hurricane katrina. god bless those who lost loved ones, lost their homes, and please give them hope and strengh to get through this horrible tragedy.
♥ megan
tonight i went to michael hunters dinner thing with john, and then we went to his house to play poker with; michael, jennifer, zack, krista, joseph, and derrick. i did really good. work has been wonderful, its a lot of fun. i love the people i work with, they are so awesome. school is pretty good, its pretty easy. john and i are better than ever. our 10 month anniversary is in 5 days. its almost going to be 1 year, wow. however i must say this has been the best 10 months ever.... :) i love him so much i cannot even express it into you in words. he is my best friend, being with him is so blissful. i love you john <3<3<3
god bless all the people who didn't survive hurricane katrina. god bless those who lost loved ones, lost their homes, and please give them hope and strengh to get through this horrible tragedy.
♥ megan