* honey you are the rock upon which i stand and ive come here to talk, i hope you understand...
yea so summer is coming to an end kinda. im just an optimistic person so im constantly telling myself... NO you still have a while left. whatever, i dont care about school starting, im not like "OMG NO I HATE SCHOOL". its senior year, i think it'll be fun. yesterday me, sarah, and jessica went to the beach. at first we had trouble getting on top of the picnic table things @ bob hall... but we finally did. and then we had trouble getting sun, cause it wasnt really out. and as the clouds rolled back... ta da the sun was shining hard on us. then sarah decides she wants to eat that big ass cookie she brough... so then it gets real messy hahaha and it ended up all over her back and it looked gross and the got damn seagulls were like all hovering on us and jessica HATES seagulls so she freaked out and then sarah started SCREAMING really loud and they went away :) yay for sarah! so that was fun and then we went home and i went to my interview @ abercrombie which was really fast. and then i went to attack jessica and wake her lazy ass up... and she did. then i went home and became a lazy ass and i took a nap! so after my nap i hung out with adriana and her bro and steph for a while. hahaha that was real fun. and then me and jess hung out for a while... and then i went home. i talked to my friend robert garza from carroll for a while. he is a great advice giver/reciever. yea hes such a great friend, i love that kid.
so today i woke up finally and got ready, went tanning... and then me and ashley went to get chick-fil-a and talked to josh lopez while he pretended to wipe tables. hes a big dog now he wears a tie. and then we drove around and saw like 23984 yellow cars.. so we hit each other. if you know me... you dont like to play that game seeing as i kinda hit hard :) poor ashley. no poor jessica who is in the car with me 99.8 % of the time. im kinda toasty right now... like not burnt just toasted. tonight i think im going to cole park @ 9 to hang out with everyone from YL or whoever goes. this shall be fun... and i get to see tracy so thats always wonderful. then who knows whats next. john is like @ the king ranch or by the king ranch with his family hunting right now. so i cant hang out with him today. maybe tomorrow. i hate how i let my self stress out over the dumbest things. idk like nothings wrong i just find little things to worry about and i hate it. i feel so bad because i make john think im really upset about stuff, and its just i kinda have a tendency to take a sitation and really stretch it to where it makes me realllllllllly sad. and i kinda think about it and im like why am i doing this... but i cant help it. i need to go do all this dual credit shiznit tomorrow. ugh, i dont want summer to end. i like summer. i love john. verrrry much.
♥ megan
so today i woke up finally and got ready, went tanning... and then me and ashley went to get chick-fil-a and talked to josh lopez while he pretended to wipe tables. hes a big dog now he wears a tie. and then we drove around and saw like 23984 yellow cars.. so we hit each other. if you know me... you dont like to play that game seeing as i kinda hit hard :) poor ashley. no poor jessica who is in the car with me 99.8 % of the time. im kinda toasty right now... like not burnt just toasted. tonight i think im going to cole park @ 9 to hang out with everyone from YL or whoever goes. this shall be fun... and i get to see tracy so thats always wonderful. then who knows whats next. john is like @ the king ranch or by the king ranch with his family hunting right now. so i cant hang out with him today. maybe tomorrow. i hate how i let my self stress out over the dumbest things. idk like nothings wrong i just find little things to worry about and i hate it. i feel so bad because i make john think im really upset about stuff, and its just i kinda have a tendency to take a sitation and really stretch it to where it makes me realllllllllly sad. and i kinda think about it and im like why am i doing this... but i cant help it. i need to go do all this dual credit shiznit tomorrow. ugh, i dont want summer to end. i like summer. i love john. verrrry much.
♥ megan