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Everything I ever said about him in previous entries.. was a lie.
A complete lie, just like our relationship was.
I hate him.
I hate that I'm crying over him.
It doesn't even seem like he cares.. how can he not care?!?!
He is the only guy that I've ever said that meaningless, stupid word "love" to.
I thought he was different.. but hes not.
He is just the same as every other guy I know.
I hate him.
I hate guys.
I hate love.
Love is a joke.
It's not real.
I HATE YOU!
but I still love you at the same time..