does life really ever get better?
i always thought that i hit rock bottom when josh broke up with me..now im thinkin otherwise...im thinkin that how can it be that my life just keeps gettin worse...1st off josh bitched at me online last nite cuz im friends with kyle...whooop di do...an then he go into my guestbook an writes mean stuf...hes so mean i cant believe that he is actually doin that..after like everythin that we went through...an then 2nd off these new friends dont want to hang out with me anymore....for who knows why?? an my friends thinks sumthin wrong with me..but i tell them im sick..i dont want to talk to them..they dont understand...they never liked josh...and they never want me to be happy..like they hide good things from me..but are right there to tell me sumthin bad....my life is not at rock bottom yet an when it does i dont think that i will be here anymore....