Annoyed that Sex in the City JUST PLAYED THIS EPISODE LIKE AN HOUR AGO!!!!!
OK... so my journal is not like alex's at all because the fact that he only has like 5 hours of class and he gets to sleep in and all that crap kinda makes me sick... haha jk alex... kind of... but no really i love getting drunk phone calls from you so keep up the good work!!!!
So... ive had a couple break downs... but im ok. Chi Omega is going great!!!!! i really love my sisters like a lot!!! Rachel is great even though our other roommate drives us CRAZY!!!
Andy and I are doing awesome. When he went through hell week i wasnt aloud to talk to him or anything and it was hard. Even though it was just a few days its like we really realized how much we love each other. sometimes im just amazed at how much i love him...
Classes are crazy and hectic and super hard but im loving education!!! ive started my field work and its so awesome!!! the children are absolutely adorable and they call me Miss Jill ans its soooo cute!!! i have my doubts still about how im going to be as a teacher but i really feel like its what im going to be good at and im excited to finally feel like i have direction and ambition and a goal besides getting married and having a family :)
My family is doing pretty good. Josh isnt getting any better... in fact he is getting worse. His brain is shrinking and his head is filling up with spinal fluid. My mom is still trying to not have to pull the tube... we want him to pass and not be in pain anymore, we just dont want to have to make that decision. My mom is doing ok i think, she is coming down for my game this weekend and im looking forward to seeing her! i really miss her alot! My dad is the same old same old. He sends me money, we make akward conversation... he pretends to know me but he really has no idea who his daughter is at all.
All in all i feel like im getting closer to God and i feel like im becoming a better person. I still drink and do bad things because im a teenager and im gonna screw up... but ive done a lot better and im not really getting drunk anymore and me and andy are really trying to make Church a priority.
anywho... i have two papers to write, a passage to read and an essay to write on it, 20 pages to read and take notes on for a possible quiz tomorrow, a spanish worksheet to finish... um yeah thats all for tomorrow. Well technically the papers arent due tomorrow but one of them i hafta have 3 pages of a rough draft for and i havent started and the other one is due friday and im failing the class and i hafta read a 9 page article before i can write the paper!!! aaaaahhhhhh!!! wish me luck :)
So... ive had a couple break downs... but im ok. Chi Omega is going great!!!!! i really love my sisters like a lot!!! Rachel is great even though our other roommate drives us CRAZY!!!
Andy and I are doing awesome. When he went through hell week i wasnt aloud to talk to him or anything and it was hard. Even though it was just a few days its like we really realized how much we love each other. sometimes im just amazed at how much i love him...
Classes are crazy and hectic and super hard but im loving education!!! ive started my field work and its so awesome!!! the children are absolutely adorable and they call me Miss Jill ans its soooo cute!!! i have my doubts still about how im going to be as a teacher but i really feel like its what im going to be good at and im excited to finally feel like i have direction and ambition and a goal besides getting married and having a family :)
My family is doing pretty good. Josh isnt getting any better... in fact he is getting worse. His brain is shrinking and his head is filling up with spinal fluid. My mom is still trying to not have to pull the tube... we want him to pass and not be in pain anymore, we just dont want to have to make that decision. My mom is doing ok i think, she is coming down for my game this weekend and im looking forward to seeing her! i really miss her alot! My dad is the same old same old. He sends me money, we make akward conversation... he pretends to know me but he really has no idea who his daughter is at all.
All in all i feel like im getting closer to God and i feel like im becoming a better person. I still drink and do bad things because im a teenager and im gonna screw up... but ive done a lot better and im not really getting drunk anymore and me and andy are really trying to make Church a priority.
anywho... i have two papers to write, a passage to read and an essay to write on it, 20 pages to read and take notes on for a possible quiz tomorrow, a spanish worksheet to finish... um yeah thats all for tomorrow. Well technically the papers arent due tomorrow but one of them i hafta have 3 pages of a rough draft for and i havent started and the other one is due friday and im failing the class and i hafta read a 9 page article before i can write the paper!!! aaaaahhhhhh!!! wish me luck :)