Aug 03, 2006 17:25
dear diary,
lol i felt like writing that. im in the mood to type but i really dont have much to type. nothing is that new with me. Tonight doug and alex are throwing a hawaiian themed party for the group. the couple of us that are all about to be splitting up :( its sad :( aubry leaves on tuesday, i cant believe it!!! i cant believe i leave 2 weeks from saturday!!! i think ive probably said this before but omg... this is college. this is the last of our youth, the last of the days to do stupid stuff and have people say, well they are just young, or those silly teenagers. and after we all pass 19 which will be in like a year or two we at least will have college as an excuse. we will be some crazy college kids. but then, we wont be. we will be 20 something adults. wow. when i was younger and i used to play with barbie dolls i would make all the "skippers" about 8 years old, all the teresas and barbies 17 years old, and then i would make my ugliest barbies, the ones i didnt really like to dress up and play with, the older barbies, they would be about 22. now at the time i didnt realize that it was vitually impossible for the mother of a 17 year old to be 22, but thats not my point. i just passed 17 so now im heading into the "ugly barbie" age of over 17. but now over 20 doesnt seem so old. now 30 is more of an old age in my mind. i dont really know where im going with this, it was just something i had been thinking about...
i had an amazing night last night with andy! i hate when he goes away and i dont get to see him, but when we see each other again its always awesome because we missed each other :) I love him so much!!!
anyways... dont wanna bore u guys with all that mushy stuff :)
well im kinda bored of typing now. and this entry doesnt make alot of sense. sorry guys...
wish me luck not to party too hard tonight, in otherwise... not to puke... again :)