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2 days before I go back to Purdue.
My grandpa had his 50th class reunion last weekend. I looked at his yearbook and all his autographs and all the other past reunion stuff. It really makes me sad honestly, because no matter how much I really hate Tipton, it was my friends I truely loved. Even the people that I rarely spoke to. But, I knew your name I would talk to just about anyone. I just miss sitting upstairs talking and sitting in class not paying attention and cheer practice and games. I knew I always had someone to talk to, debate with, or just silently sit with but be content. I still get to see John, Adam, Kelly, but really who else do I talk to??? I never fit in anywhere. I was in honors but not smart enough to be in the "clique" yet, to everyone else, it seemed like i was to intimidating and i was one of those, "smart kids". Thats the stuff I dont miss about high school. The drama and cliques. I hated not fitting in. HATED IT. but oh well. To anyone I went to school with that reads this, I really do miss all of you. It makes me sad to know that most of you wont come to reunions or some of you wont even be alive.
hopefully someday I will find my niche in the world and wont feel so out of place all the time. I'm so ackward it's depressing. oh well, here's to the past and the future.
My grandpa had his 50th class reunion last weekend. I looked at his yearbook and all his autographs and all the other past reunion stuff. It really makes me sad honestly, because no matter how much I really hate Tipton, it was my friends I truely loved. Even the people that I rarely spoke to. But, I knew your name I would talk to just about anyone. I just miss sitting upstairs talking and sitting in class not paying attention and cheer practice and games. I knew I always had someone to talk to, debate with, or just silently sit with but be content. I still get to see John, Adam, Kelly, but really who else do I talk to??? I never fit in anywhere. I was in honors but not smart enough to be in the "clique" yet, to everyone else, it seemed like i was to intimidating and i was one of those, "smart kids". Thats the stuff I dont miss about high school. The drama and cliques. I hated not fitting in. HATED IT. but oh well. To anyone I went to school with that reads this, I really do miss all of you. It makes me sad to know that most of you wont come to reunions or some of you wont even be alive.
hopefully someday I will find my niche in the world and wont feel so out of place all the time. I'm so ackward it's depressing. oh well, here's to the past and the future.