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Every day after class I feel so gross we look at the dead people laying on the table and they stink so bad like formaldehyde so when i leave I still smell and I just feel like its always around me. The class is interesting but man I know nothing at all and always feel dumb because everyone knows it all but I think that its also because this is my first time and some of these people its like the second time taking it at least so thats what I have to keep on telling my self. ahhh school feels like such a bother I jsut want to sit at home and shop and just have endless amounts of money may that would be grand. after a shower I still feel like I smell that stuff icky icky icky time to go study then off to bed which sounds so nice right now.