i NEVER update

[cheeringchica]

i never update. there's really no point. honestly. who reads this.

dont u hate feeling like u have no one to trust. i miss having a bunch of friends i could count on. i always end up feeling let down by people. I guess maybe it's my fault that i'm losing so many people. i just cant try any more. i've tried so hard in the past..it never works. i cant change who i am.

i'm negative.
i'm shy.
i'm a dork.
i'm a bitch.
i'm a snot.
i'm sassy.
i'm pessimistic.

so what. sorry i'm not perfect.

~meow~