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sorry for not updating in a while...Im kinda sorta got grounded off of everything at the current moment - cleaning, homework, phone, n my Matthew...ahhh it sucks though cause my parents shouldnt have found out about all of this shit...it just makes me feel like such a fucking failure to them n I guess thats why lately Ive been feeling a little shitty. but oh well I mean I have THE greatest support about everything thats been going on...
especially Trista...God I dont know what Id do without that girl shes like my life I swear without her Im soooo sad n alone in this confusing/frustrating world. thanks Trist for being the friend that I never thought I deserved cause to me youre better than 1 million friends...youre THE greatest EVER:-) I could never ask for a better bestfriend.you make me feel like Im not alone...you relate to me on so many levels and you let me see the positive in even the lowest situation...youre wonderful...n when we hang I dont feel ugly or fat...you make me over n I always feel sooo beautiful its so crazy what a bestfriend can do for you. but PLEASE never leave my side cause Id like lose hope without you there to make me laugh...youre so amazing n dont forget that..I love you:)
n my Matthew...before you my life was so worthless, well at least it seemed as though to me life was nothing but a bottomless pit of sorrow. youve shown me how to live, love, and laugh. youve taught me how to make the best out of even the worst day possible. you are the most amazing guy ive ever met in my life n youve touched my heart in soo many ways. youre my confidon, bestfriend, and the love of my life...without you I dont know where Id be or what trouble Id be into but lemmi tell you it wouldnt be good at all. you keep me in line...in check of all of the horrible opportunties that come my way. you let me know the reprocussions to such a horrible state of mind. YOU are my strongest anti-depressant...cause when Im with you I cant stop smiling...I cant stop laughing. youre everything n more that I couldve ever asked for...I love you so much Matthew David Lisowski, and I always will no matter what.
bob...youre an amazing friend n Im sorry that shits happened in your life thats made you feel the way you do...but Im telling you that there is hope if you just try...just believe n things will start to look less hopeless n more possible. thanks for everything youre a good kidd you just need to get your priorities straight...dont forget Im always here if you need anyone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on cause ill never leave a good friend. just have hope n stay strong no matter what...I wanna help you get through this the best i can. smile. keep your head up. have faith. n know im here. please please please NEVER forget Im here.
thanks to you all n comment lots...I love each n every one of you guys a lot .
especially Trista...God I dont know what Id do without that girl shes like my life I swear without her Im soooo sad n alone in this confusing/frustrating world. thanks Trist for being the friend that I never thought I deserved cause to me youre better than 1 million friends...youre THE greatest EVER:-) I could never ask for a better bestfriend.you make me feel like Im not alone...you relate to me on so many levels and you let me see the positive in even the lowest situation...youre wonderful...n when we hang I dont feel ugly or fat...you make me over n I always feel sooo beautiful its so crazy what a bestfriend can do for you. but PLEASE never leave my side cause Id like lose hope without you there to make me laugh...youre so amazing n dont forget that..I love you:)
n my Matthew...before you my life was so worthless, well at least it seemed as though to me life was nothing but a bottomless pit of sorrow. youve shown me how to live, love, and laugh. youve taught me how to make the best out of even the worst day possible. you are the most amazing guy ive ever met in my life n youve touched my heart in soo many ways. youre my confidon, bestfriend, and the love of my life...without you I dont know where Id be or what trouble Id be into but lemmi tell you it wouldnt be good at all. you keep me in line...in check of all of the horrible opportunties that come my way. you let me know the reprocussions to such a horrible state of mind. YOU are my strongest anti-depressant...cause when Im with you I cant stop smiling...I cant stop laughing. youre everything n more that I couldve ever asked for...I love you so much Matthew David Lisowski, and I always will no matter what.
bob...youre an amazing friend n Im sorry that shits happened in your life thats made you feel the way you do...but Im telling you that there is hope if you just try...just believe n things will start to look less hopeless n more possible. thanks for everything youre a good kidd you just need to get your priorities straight...dont forget Im always here if you need anyone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on cause ill never leave a good friend. just have hope n stay strong no matter what...I wanna help you get through this the best i can. smile. keep your head up. have faith. n know im here. please please please NEVER forget Im here.
thanks to you all n comment lots...I love each n every one of you guys a lot .