Jun 21, 2005 13:39
gone crazy ....................
i swear i am over u but then something draws me back its like this crazy feeling of not leting go and when i go u do something that makes me grip back on i mean i kno i can do better and we ae both better with out each other but then i think maybe we be the best with each other i mean u have her that runs ur life and i have him that i can call mine and i swore to codie i would never be with u while i was with some one else again evevn though it always felt so right but then every thing with u did and just knowing that is rough i kno we arent meant to be but u never kno i mean i am soooo good with out u but then i can picture you there and it changes i mean i cryed for the first time in forever today i dont kno y i was just reminded of u again!!!!!!!! i always ask y u pop in to my mind once in a while u seem so good with out me!!!!!!!! i just dont kno any more
my day was good until i got home sat around my beautiful babay ryan came over to day boy do i love him hes so funny him and my little brother were fighting it was soooo cute te he me and ryan tooik more pictures today cuz we look beautiful together then me codie satin all went dirtbiking whoot whoot killen shit and then we went to ryan and chris baseball game then we met up with ben g joey aqnd alex and watched the game my babey tay tay whoot whoot gez i love my gurls
tomarrow
1placement test for wayne even though i might go to macomb im scared of wayne
2 mt clem cruise
im having withdraws from not seein my lindsay i miss her
buric i miss u like i miss my snow boots in the summer tehe us silly gurls