Some More Unknown Things About Me...
FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: Tory in first grade
2. First Boyfriend: first “boyfriend” I think his name was Trey…first real boyfriend-Alexander
3. First real kiss: Alexander
4. First screen name: cheergurll_10
5. First pet: a puppy
6. First car: ’05 Honda Civic
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: try never….
2. Last kiss: May 7
3. Last good cry: last night
4. Last beverage drank: Pepsi
5. Last food consumed: some cereal
6. Last crush: umm, only a select few know about my last “crush” but no names will get said
7. Last phone call: Chris
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: even though we aren’t together anymore…Alexander, and Li
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: not as of a week ago tomorrow
FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: Parisian’s and any store at the mall
2. Favorite item of clothing: a good pair of worn in blue jeans
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: no
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: Garnier Frutics
3. What are you most scared of: spiders, death, losing someone I care for tremendously, being alone… 4. What would you change about yourself: stop letting stupid stuff get on my nerves…not talking about what is bothering me
FAVORITES:
1. Color: pink
2. Food: chicken
3. Subject in school: English/Journalism
4. Animals: turtles
5. Sports: football and basketball
6. Top 5 Movies: Save the Last Dance/Finding Nemo/The Notebook/2 Fast 2 Furious/Bad Boys 2
7. Top 5 Songs: Scars by Papa Roach/Cold by CrossFade/We Belong Together by Mariah Carey/Obessions by Frankie J./They Don’t Know by Jon B.
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: yea
2. Smoked: no
3. Made yourself throw-up: no
4. Skinny dipped: no
5. Been in love: yes
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: black cheerleading shorts and my sophomore shirt
2. Hair: a little above my shoulders…blackish/brownish/reddish color
3. Make-up: none right now…I did put some chapstick on though…and some moisturizer 4. IMs: none, away message is up
LAST PERSON:
2. Hugged: my daddy
3. IMed: reggie, I think…wow, it’s been awhile since I’ve been online
4. Last person who slept at your house: umm…I don’t know
5. Last persons house you slept at: Li’s
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: asleep
2. Love is: something that is special between two people…and something most people take for granted…I wish Alexander was back in my life, I miss him so much.
3. I dream about: the people I love…including Alexander
PAST/FUTURE:
1. 7 years ago: 9 and ready to be 10
2. 4 years ago: 12 almost a teenager wahoo
3. 3 years ago: 13 and the best year of my life so far….
4. 2 years ago: 14 and was just told that I had to move, leave all of my friends and Alexander 5. 1 year ago: making a lot of new friends
6. Last Summer: was a lot of fun
7. Today: nothing really…cleaned my room
8. Tomorrow: I don’t know what I’m doing
9. College: UAB
THREE WAYS I AM STILL JUST A KID:
1. i can be immature at times
2. im stubborn
3. i cry when i get hurt
THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "GIRL":
1. I take forever to get ready 2. I love shopping
3. I love the beach
Ok, so today...today was 3 years and 1 month. Or, it was supposed to have been. Tomorrow will be a week that I have been single. This past week has been the hardest week that I have had in a long time. I'm suprised I have survived it. This whole situation really sucks...I hope things get better. I really do. I really don't care what anyone else trys to tell me. I know for a fact that I LOVE, yes love, Alexander. He was and still is my first love...and there will ALWAYS be a place in my heart for him...always.
This really hurts. Really bad.